Stunning. I want.
“Waiting for thunder is so much harder now that I’ve seen the lightning.”
Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde. We all have different sides to ourselves. We are multi-faceted individuals, dynamic and adaptive in nature. We have many layers and sides to ourselves. Some of us have more layers than others. Some of us have more “selves” than others. Sometimes, one side comes out more often than another does. However, despite this, within all of us, we all possess a core — our true, inner being of our selves. This is one side of ourselves that some of us choose to show at all times, some of us choose to show sometimes, and some of us choose to show rarely. The degree to which we reveal our true selves varies between individuals. No matter how many people there are in your life, no matter how many people you meet, no matter how many people you come across… No matter what anybody thinks, there is nothing more important than being yourself. When you choose to be somebody else other than yourself, you are attracting people who are attracted to that “somebody else” you are portraying…. They are attracted to your mask - they are not attracted to the real you.  Would you be satisfied with people who liked you for what they thought you were, instead of who you really are? No matter what anybody else thinks about you, you are good enough. You are you. You should be you. You shouldn’t try to be anybody else. Because those who love you for you will eventually reveal themselves when the veneer curtains part ways. They will be the ones who remain after the others have left. And aren’t these the people who you want in your life? Don’t you want the people who love you for who you are in your life?

Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde.

We all have different sides to ourselves. We are multi-faceted individuals, dynamic and adaptive in nature. We have many layers and sides to ourselves. Some of us have more layers than others. Some of us have more “selves” than others. Sometimes, one side comes out more often than another does. However, despite this, within all of us, we all possess a core — our true, inner being of our selves.

This is one side of ourselves that some of us choose to show at all times, some of us choose to show sometimes, and some of us choose to show rarely. The degree to which we reveal our true selves varies between individuals.

No matter how many people there are in your life, no matter how many people you meet, no matter how many people you come across… No matter what anybody thinks, there is nothing more important than being yourself.

When you choose to be somebody else other than yourself, you are attracting people who are attracted to that “somebody else” you are portraying…. They are attracted to your mask - they are not attracted to the real you.  Would you be satisfied with people who liked you for what they thought you were, instead of who you really are?

No matter what anybody else thinks about you, you are good enough. You are you. You should be you. You shouldn’t try to be anybody else.

Because those who love you for you will eventually reveal themselves when the veneer curtains part ways. They will be the ones who remain after the others have left.

And aren’t these the people who you want in your life?

Don’t you want the people who love you for who you are in your life?

jmixaydy asked: TOLD YOU, WE GON FIND YOU WE GONNNN FIND YOU~! lol. HAHA HOW YOU FIND ME?!

jmixaydy asked: TOLD YOU, WE GON FIND YOU WE GONNNN FIND YOU~! lol.

HAHA HOW YOU FIND ME?!

One Day. I wrote this. But now I don’t remember why I wrote this. So many thoughts going through my mind. Yet at the same time, they are very slow… Like I have no more brain power. I don’t want to think anymore. I’m done. I don’t want to care as much anymore. I want to protect myself like I always do.

One Day.

I wrote this. But now I don’t remember why I wrote this.

So many thoughts going through my mind. Yet at the same time, they are very slow… Like I have no more brain power.

I don’t want to think anymore.

I’m done.

I don’t want to care as much anymore.

I want to protect myself like I always do.

Knots in my stomach. … I have that feeling again. And I can’t quite explain it. I feel really really frustrated right now.

Knots in my stomach.

… I have that feeling again.
And I can’t quite explain it.

I feel really really frustrated right now.

I wonder… … if I’ll always be this insecure. If I’ll always compare myself with others and have the neurotic tendencies to worry about every little thing. Or if I’ll continue to notice every little thing, analyze it, and draw meaning and conclusion from every little slight. Perhaps, my attention to detail is a gift that has helped me achieve perfection in things I undertake… or perhaps, it’s my intuitive abilities at work. My sensitivity to my surroundings and all that my senses can absorb in a single lightning-quick instance. It’s something I can’t control. It just comes to me. Sometimes, I’ll see things, or things unfold naturally, and I just intuitively understand a situation … Or sometimes, I’ll see something and can accurately predict what will happen in the future. Let’s just say, in certain instances, I’m not surprised how some things turn out in the end. Now, the real question is: Which is better? Being ignorant and happy? Not having knowledge of such things and remaining innocent and unjaded/untainted by experiences? Or having knowledge, experience, and intelligence about life but with it comes the possibility of misery and suffering of such knowledge, experience, and intelligence. Which one would you choose?

I wonder…

… if I’ll always be this insecure.

If I’ll always compare myself with others and have the neurotic tendencies to worry about every little thing. Or if I’ll continue to notice every little thing, analyze it, and draw meaning and conclusion from every little slight.

Perhaps, my attention to detail is a gift that has helped me achieve perfection in things I undertake… or perhaps, it’s my intuitive abilities at work. My sensitivity to my surroundings and all that my senses can absorb in a single lightning-quick instance.

It’s something I can’t control. It just comes to me.

Sometimes, I’ll see things, or things unfold naturally, and I just intuitively understand a situation … Or sometimes, I’ll see something and can accurately predict what will happen in the future.

Let’s just say, in certain instances, I’m not surprised how some things turn out in the end.

Now, the real question is: Which is better? Being ignorant and happy? Not having knowledge of such things and remaining innocent and unjaded/untainted by experiences? Or having knowledge, experience, and intelligence about life but with it comes the possibility of misery and suffering of such knowledge, experience, and intelligence.

Which one would you choose?

“With all that I am and with all that I will be, I love only you.”